i want to do something rebellious. something that will leave everyone in total complete shock, to the point that they’ll say, “whaaat? vivi did that? i didn’t even know she liked that or did those things.” i’m always perceived as the good girl, you know, the one that doesn’t do anything or is too good to try anything crazy or new. not that it’s a bad thing, just that i’m tired of it. i want to try new things, i want to do something out of my element, just so i can prove to everyone, including myself, that i can do it and that i’m not just some lame boring girl that kind of just sits there and watches everyone live their life and enjoy it to the fullest, doing things that might get them in trouble, but things they look back at it and say, damn, that was so much fun. i don’t have any stories like that, i don’t have any wild (as stupid as it sounds) YOLO moments. for once i want to say i went out on a limb and did something completely and totally not me, and have the greatest time of my life. but why am i so scared? 

wwiao:

And you’re there like

“Who are you?”

undabelly omfg